And yet — soredemo .
“So,” Kai said, scraping the last bit of caramel from the cup. “What’s your story, Mochi? Why were you buying sad pudding at 2 AM?”
We stood there in the noodle aisle for twenty minutes, talking about nothing — the best flavor of ice cream (he said vanilla, I said you’re wrong, it’s matcha ), whether pigeons have feelings (he argued yes, I argued they’re government drones), and why vending machines look sadder at night.
“Soredemo,” I whispered.
I told him. The ex. The soggy onigiri. The 30-day pact. The rule about not imagining wedding scenes with strangers.
“Sorry—” I started.
His reply came in three seconds: “I’ll be the one with the working bike. I fixed it. Walked 40 minutes to buy a wrench. Insanity, remember?” That night, we sat on the curb outside Lawson, sharing the melted pudding with two plastic spoons. The air was cool. A stray cat watched us from the gutter.
That word. And yet.